Only you know
After I sang the song, you said "Aapne to mausam hi badal diya..". That was a beautiful compliment. And if you had not said that, I would not have known. I would not have felt the joy. If you had told me that the song did not come right, I would have to believe you. Live experience is something the audience has, the singer does not. The singer can think that he did great. He can have a chip on his shoulder. Only you know. I am always unsure. Only you know. I can never know. After I sang "Hoshwalon ko kya khabar", many kind folks offered me words of appreciation. And each of those words served as insights for me. Another room lit up. I really have no clue how well the song came out. I can judge a few things - my voice did not crack, timing was right. But the overall result is something only you know. I am like a beggar receiving alms.